![If Only... If Only...]()
<p>The feeling of realizing that I was in love with you was like getting hit by thirty bludgers, all at once. I couldn't move, just felt it hit me like a sack of bricks, and felt the sudden dread fill the places left behind.
But the words will stay stuck in my mouth as I struggle to speak of this feeling, my heart will thud against my ribs and stop me from breathing.
And now, I sit here in from of the fireplace, thinking about what could have been and if only...if only I had said something.
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